Disappointed

I am so disappointed with myself for having not thought of an innovative concept that would give justice to the 8 months of training in the Young Minds Academy (YMA). I think, I disappointed my mentor, and worst, the head master of the program. It was as if I learned nothing, gained nothing from all the sessions, the input that they worked hard to implant on every YMA-er. The program is said to produce leaders, youth with wide imagination, but look at me, such a disgrace to the name of the prestigious program.

As I have said in my previous blog, I killed the GK project concept. I never thought it was for a reason. I guess it was a wrong move to revive and take that idea as the basis for my project proposal. The Balik-bayan program is not as good either. Same as the GK case, the model is already there and there's nothing new about it. Even if I pursued with the latter, the same questions would still come up, I'm guessing. Gaah! I should have thought of something. I should have expanded my imagination a little further. Or at least, I should have defended the project with the best of my abilities. Oh to the should have's.

I will not get over this disappointment, unless a part of the project that I proposed will be used in the "full blown" project, the one that the RAFI would make using key concepts of chosen project proposals. Or maybe not.

So much for that, I have to end this post. My mother is already worried for the electricity bill. Toodles.